DEPRESSED

I have depression, I admit,
Admit that I have been depressed,
Thinking how much I wish I could be happy,
Thinking how much I want in life,
Thinking how much you can miss someone you love,
When I look back,
I acn see how much this depression has been in my life,
I need this to be fake,
Yet again, its true that I have this depression,
That makes me sad inside, smile outside,
How it makes me feel,
How it makes me think of cutting and suicide,

But we all human,
We all have something to overcome,
i want to overcome this depression,
Once and for all,
I am fighting hard,
But, it seems so difficult,
Can't live with it nor without it,
Gotta admit that it had made me
Who I am today.Depression.I